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Those who keep silent hurt even more..
But some things just can't be voiced, they have to be kept deep inside you

You need to accept the fact that things are just going to be this way
And that you were born this way
There is no way of changing


is what keeps us going
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010

This world is weird & hurting...
You don't get what you want but you get what you don't want...
10:02:00 PM

Saturday, November 13, 2010

It's been a hard day....
12:05:00 AM

Friday, November 12, 2010




Do not fall into the trap of pretending everything is fine when you know that it's not


1:06:00 PM

Thursday, November 11, 2010



Pain nourishes courage. You can't be brave if you only had wonderful things happen to you.



I have tried… Really
I hid it in my heart
Now, no matter how hard I try…
I can no longer keep that cool surface
That pathetic facade

I am unable to recognise the word
Hope” … anymore
Fairytales left my world … Nightmares took its place
Now…
With every intake of breath I feel tht I could collapse…
Evaporate into thin air…
But…
At least, I could do sth useful that way

How can I make it better?
But first… Is it even possible?
Am I stuck in this forever?
Sometimes…
Hope can leave you more shattered than ever before

This feeling, isn’t good
It isn’t good at all

Maybe… in my dreams
One day… that page would be torn away
I would be sure… be proud
I can say
“That is me, but I have grown out of it.”
But for now… I am still tht yellow feathery ball
Which remains that way….
Perhaps nvr changing
11:00:00 PM

Wednesday, November 10, 2010




There's always a little truth behind every 'just kidding,' a little emotion behind every 'I don't care,' and a little pain behind every 'It's okay.'


I need to concentrate! There are so many things waiting for me, yet I can't seem to be able to concentrate at all~
I don't know why people can find a reason to smile everyday coz I just can't. Why?
Maybe I'm too greedy and not deserving. Maybe I'm the one that don't deserve anything. Don't deserve to be happy...
12:31:00 AM

Tuesday, November 9, 2010





Photography takes an instant out of time, altering life but holding it still


Some things just wont happen no matter how hard you work
So I've learnt to have faith..
Maybe one day, I'll look back and smile
10:45:00 PM

Tuesday, November 2, 2010






I want to say things and have them matter to someone...


People say that we should share our joy...
But showing a depressed person just how happy you are now does not help at all
Coz sometimes, your source of happiness is their source of sorrow...
So just contain your happiness to yourself
Please...


Credits: Lauren Withrow
9:33:00 PM