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Those who keep silent hurt even more..
But some things just can't be voiced, they have to be kept deep inside you

You need to accept the fact that things are just going to be this way
And that you were born this way
There is no way of changing


is what keeps us going
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Monday, March 16, 2009





You have enemies? Good. That means you stood up for something, sometime in your life


On the Outside
Looking In,
I always find myself here
On the outside, looking in;


And love I'll never win.
In all the things I've done
And places where I've been


I'm always on the outside,
Looking in.
My life's been filled with loneliness
And emptiness and pain,


And every time I think I'll win
It comes around again
To take away the sunshine
And leave me in the rain;


This cold and lonely life here
Filled with pain.
So do I quit looking and trying to show
How much I'm willing to give,


And do I quit trying to be like them
And keep to myself as I live.
Doubts that started small
Grow ever stronger now, it seems,


Shadowing my daylight hours
And creeping in my dreams.


The reasons grow more obvious,
It seems.
Looking toward the future now,
I know not where it leads;


To loneliness and misery,
Or marvelous, great deeds.
I see there only things to fear
And empty, unfilled needs

And no one there to guide me
No one there to see me

Where it leads.
So do I quit looking and trying to show
How much I'm willing to give,
And do I quit trying to be them
And keep to myself as I live.
7:14:00 PM