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XIMENGThose who keep silent hurt even more.. But some things just can't be voiced, they have to be kept deep inside you You need to accept the fact that things are just going to be this way And that you were born this way There is no way of changing |
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Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Fear… Disgust I do not dare to look The contrast makes me wanna tear Perhaps this is the reason… you nvr look this way… Once, there was a time… I wished tht you would turn my way But now… I wld do anything to stop you frm wondering in this direction I have tried… Really I hid it in my heart Now, no matter how hard I try… I can no longer keep that cool surface That pathetic facade I am unable to recognise the word “Hope” … anymore Fairytales left my world … Nightmares took its place Now… With every intake of breath I feel tht I could collapse… Evaporate into thin air… But… At least, I could do sth useful that way How can I make it better? But first… Is it even possible? Am I stuck in this forever? Sometimes… Hope can leave you more shattered than ever before This feeling, isn’t good It isn’t good at all Maybe… in my dreams One day… that page would be torn away I would be sure… be proud I can say … “That is me, but I have grown out of it.”But for now… I am still tht yellow feathery ball Which remains that way…. Perhaps nvr changing  How I wish I were the leave But deep inside… I know I am the pebbles Not even the pavement… Destroying the picture… 2:27:00 PM
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